Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Day 3- "Thank you sir. May I have another?"- Animal House

White Wednesdays SUCK! On our white days (we have 3 days, red, white and black) I do not have a prep, so I teach all day with a glorious 30-minute lunch. On Wednesdays, we have professional development from 2:10-3:00, so on white Wednesdays I pretty much go non-stop all day long. Thankfully soccer hasn't started yet, or I wouldn't have had a break until after 5:00, which would have made for a lovely 10-hour working with students. For those of you have never tried this, I encourage you to do so. While it may be enjoyable at times, it is also wickedly exhausting. I wasn't able to write a couple very important emails tonight until after 8:00 pm due to demand of this day. White Wednesdays will only occur once every three weeks, so I've got that going for me.

Despite my grueling day, the time passed very quickly. I had a little hitch in my block 2 English 12 class where I counted out 28 cards I had cut in half to randomly assign partners, not thinking that 28 cards makes 64 half-cards to pass out. I quickly had to match 28 halves together to form 28 matches, then redistribute the cards. I was able to overcome my gaffe, and the students start a partner interview biography today. The lesson went fairly well, and my students are again writing from the beginning of the year. They will revise and edit these in our next class, which wont' meet for two days. I also had the experience of teaching my block 1 class the same lesson I taught all my other classes yesterday, so that was nice start to my day. I was able to mentally switch gears to next classes, which was a new lesson since I saw all of them yesterday. 

I'm a little frustrated with my Read 180 class. Well, not so much the class, but the technicians in the district who have yet to enroll my students in the course. This means until they do so, I'm supplementing material, which is fancy teacher talk for making it up as we go.

Tomorrow should be an easier day as I am teaching material I taught today, have iPass period, and my beautiful, angelic, and lovely prep period! The day may feel as long though as I have a 6:30 coaches meeting to attend, and then I am going to the Chelsea-Inter Milan game at Lucas Oil Stadium. This will be the experience of a lifetime for me as I have never seen soccer played live at this level, and any weariness I feel on Friday will be met with a smile I will still be wearing from seeing two professional European teams do battle on a perfect pitch while I am surrounded by family, friends, and former players. 

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Day 2- "Look at you. One 64-hour session and you need a nap." Rounders

The first day of the year with students, and I'm freaking exhausted. Thank God I didn't have soccer today or it would be been an incredibly useless training session. The day just completely wore me out; so much so that my body physically hurts. I'm not sure I am stressed, or just didn't sleep well last night, or just am not used to teaching all day, but I need a nap (which I don't have time for).

Despite my present conundrum involving said nap, totally went fairly well. We had some issues with our new bell system, which reminds me of dying on Space Invaders, and I need to readjust to block type classes, but my classes went well. I went over the expectations and syllabus, managing to scare the crap out of roughly 75 seniors, did a short getting to know you activity involving 2 truths and 1 lie, passed out their writing journals, and ended with a short writing assignment. I gave them each a journal in the hopes they will not lose it throughout the semester and that at the end of the semester, they will have a collection of writing. I also want them to see a progression in their writing from beginning to end. The writing assignment was extremely encouraging, and the feedback I received from some of my students made all the stress and frustration of this first day more than worth it. I told them that where we are from and how we grew up shapes who we have become, and I wanted them to write about their lives in a different, creative way. I shared a poem (posted below) titled "Where I'm From" which is basically me growing up in a nutshell. I told the students they could use my format, or any other format they wanted, but the goal is to write about where they came from that makes them who they are. I was a little apprehensive about sharing my writing because there is quite a bit of vulnerability in sharing writing, but I decided it needed to be done. One of my students actually asked if she could copy it down because she thought it was really good and she wanted to do one of her own. I was a bit shocked, but told her she was more than welcome to copy it. Another student had me reassure her twice she didn't have to tear out the pages to hand in what she wrote because she wanted to keep all the writing together. They actually wanted to write! I think my enthusiasm for writing showed as I spoke to them about writing, and maybe showing them a different way to write about themselves opened up a few doors in their minds about writing. Maybe I'm just being optimistic, but as Andy Dufrane says, "...hope is the best of things." I'm extremely excited for this year, and I can't wait watch my students grow as writers.

With our new schedule, tomorrow I have one class that I haven't seen yet, all my English 12 classes from today, along with my Read 180 lab. Tomorrow is also my day from hell. I'm sure as as I walk into the building, I will see "Abandon all hope, ye who enter here" etched in the concrete over the door. I teach every period, have no prep, get a short 30-minute lunch, and then have the privilege of attending professional development for 50 minutes immediately following school. With my level of exhaustion today, the over/under for dozing headbobs during PD is set at 5...I'm taking the over.




Where I’m From

I’m from a sleepy Midwest town, and many far off lands
I’m from Sherwood Forest and the 100 Acre Wood, Sleepy Hollow, and Gotham City,
I’m from Metropolis and Wonderland,  Never Never Land, Narnia,
I’m from Middle-Earth and King Arthur’s realm, Tatooine and Coruscant

I’m from sandbox and swingsets, and bike rides and neighborhoods
I’m from sheet tents and couch forts, and nerf guns and G.I. Joes
I’m from sandlots and soccer pitches, hardwood courts and driving ranges
I’m from drive-in movies and ice cream trucks, church pews and Sunday school

I’m from planting gardens and mowing lawns, swimming pools and endless summer days
I’m from hay rides and bonfires, s'mores and piles of leaves
I’m from homemade ice cream on the 4th and pumpkin pie on Thanksgiving, Christmas before sunrise and football on New Year’s Day
I’m from snowball fights and snow forts, shoveling driveways and falling on ice

I’m from English books and math formulas, science experiments and history lessons
I’m from lockers and homerooms, cafeterias and recess
i’m from small classrooms and close friends, big dreams and hopeful potential
I’m from soccer matches and basketball games, parties with friends and fights with siblings

I’m from college dorms and early classes, late nights and early mornings
I’m from writing papers and reading books, afternoon naps and late dinners
I’m from class projects and sports labs, weekend movies and Sunday football
I’m from good grades and hard work, fear of failure and the joy of success

I’m from all these places and times, events and adventures
All of where I am from, has shaped me into who I have become

Monday, July 29, 2013

Day 1- "Things change...Life doesn't stop for anybody."- The Perks of Being a WallFlower

I am not a fan of change. Nope, not one little bit of me is fan of change. I like routine, and I'm very much a creature of habit. I'm ok with change if I truly feel it is for the better, but for me, this is fairly rare. This year for school, change feels like the theme. We have a new schedule combination of a regular schedule and block, the school is under extensive construction, we are utilizing a new database system, and I'm teaching a class using Chromebooks which as of today, do not work outside of the building. I was at school for about 12 hours today, and I have yet to have a student set foot in my classroom. For the first time ever, I'm glad I didn't have soccer practice after school today. I am doing my best to be positive and role with the changes, but I'm a tad on the sardonic side, so I'm struggling with that. On top of all this, I was informed that we wouldn't be able to get a bus before 4:30 this year for away games for soccer, which means the two nights we travel to Bloomington, the boys won't get home until after 11 and I will be lucky to walk in my door by midnight. I am a little stressed, but the walk I just took being serenaded by Mumford and Sons and The Lumineers helped calm down a little. To try to balance my pessimism, here are some things today that made me laugh, smile, or happy, or are just maybe a little positive:

- I found out a former student had her dream come true and made it on TV...too bad it was for Springer
- My room is probably the coolest room in the entire building
- My hemp shoes are really comfortable
- Many people at school, including the coaching staff, are very excited for our soccer team's potential this year
- I have my first week or so planned out
- I'm very excited that my students will be writing the first few days of school and I get to share some of what I wrote this summer
- I work in the best department in our building. Period.
- Only 72 hours until I a watching the Chelsea-Inter Milan game live

I work at a great school, with some fanfreakingtastic people. I'm nervous for tomorrow, but excited to teach. I will do my best woosah, role with any punches that come my way, and keep calm and teach. I think a viewing of Shawshank, Good Will Hunting, or maybe Lucky Number Slevin is in order tonight. Tomorrow, it begins.

Saturday, July 27, 2013

You do what you are. You're born with a gift. If not that, then you get good at something along the way. And what you're good at, you don't take for granted. You don't betray it.- Alex Cross "Along Came a Spider"

I have had a unique journey to be where I am at now as an English teacher. As I look back on this journey, sometimes through what I thought was a professional hell, I realize that every single rejection, acceptance, and person I met have brought me to where I am today.

I was the first person in my family to go to college, and I had no idea what I was doing when I chose a major. I was the enigma of a jock and nerd combined, graduating top of my class and having a love for academics and anything that required a ball or competition. Knowing nothing, I decided to major in physical education. I figured I would be a genius by minoring in health as well, because that would make me incredibly marketable. I breezed though college, doing well in my education classes, finishing top in my physical education classes, and graduation Magna Cum Laude. I figured I was golden with a stellar GPA and solid references. Who wouldn't want to hire a smart P.E. teacher? Little did I know this was a position that was more about who you knew than how well you did in school. Immediately after college, I began going to interviews for P.E. jobs. The first interview I went to, I wasn't hired because I didn't have my WSI, a license to teach swimming. I figured it didn't matter, I was fresh out of college, living in a small town with limited options, so I worked 2 part-time jobs, one as a fitness specialist and the other at a YMCA as the youth sports coordinator. I worked these jobs for a year while my wife went to grad school, then we decided to move back home to Indy for a better job market for both of us. We moved back in June of '04, and I was ready to find a job for the upcoming school year. I went on roughly 15 interviews that summer, only to be turned down for every single one for one reason or another. I had a couple very close shots, one where it was debated for 3 hours over me or a student teacher, but no jobs came. I finally decided it would be a good idea to get my foot in the door in a school district, and contacted a family friend who was a principal. She made a call, and got me an interview with a gentleman who could get me a job working as a special education aide in a high school. I absolutely loathed my adapted P.E. class in college, but I my efforts to invent a money tree were not working, so I needed a job. I went on the interview, and I was offered a job at Franklin Central High School as an instructional assistant working with students with emotional disabilities. With much apprehension, I took the job. A week later I called the gentleman back to get more specifics about the position, and he forgot he offered me the job. Yes, that actually happened. He forgot he offered me the job, and gave it to a guy the school was "hot to trot". After our conversation, he recalled offering me the job, and said he would see what he could do for me. He recommended me to interview with a woman who hired for another township. She had a position open at Perry Meridian High School working in a classroom with students with severe disabilities. I truly was terrified to take this job, but I needed money and a foot in the proverbial door, so I took the job and slid my foot in. 

A couple days before school started, I noticed there was a JV soccer coach opening at Southport High School, which is in the same district as Perry Meridian, and their main rival. I had no loyalties at this time, and soccer had always been my own personal drug, so I applied for the job and sent my resume to the AD. He passed it along to the head coach, who called me and told me he would interview me the first day of school after school on the soccer field. I had no idea what to expect, so I packed a bag with my boots and soccer gear and took it to school on the first day. I don't remember much about my first day at Perry Meridian, but I do remember absolute fear about what my job would entail. I was terrified to work with students with severe disabilities, and he classroom teacher could see the fear in my eyes. I told her I would learn and handle it, just please bare with me. After school, I drove to Southport to interview with the head soccer coach. I walked out the field, only to be greeted by players asking if I was the new JV coach. I said I was here for an interview, and if they knew where the coach was. The coach came out, and I believe the interview went something along the lines of "Do you have your gear with you? Good, go put it on, we have work to do." Thus began my employment at Southport High School in the fall of '04 as the JV soccer coach. 

I worked a semester at Perry as an instructional aide, and I learned to love that job and those kids. Those 19 weeks were incredibly crucial in my development as a person and a teacher, and I gained so much confidence in myself and a love for a population of students I at one time feared. Even though I had learned to love my job, the $70 a day I was earning wasn't quite what I was hoping to earn, so I continued to look for teaching jobs. A P.E. job came open at Beech Grove High School at the start of the second semester, and I interview and was offered the job within hours. There was a chance the job would be cut at the end of the year, but I figured taking the job and gaining experience was worth the chance. I took the job, and taught P.E. for one semester, which is so far the only semester I have used what I spent thousands of dollars on in college. The job was cut at the semester, and I was back to square one looking for a job. After teaching P.E. for a semester, I wasn't sure it was what I wanted to do because it honestly bored me out of my flipping mind. I went on another dozen or so interviews that summer, only to be beat out by the superintendent's nephew, a transfer from another building, and yada yada yada. With the school year approaching, I was literally out of options. Bill, who was the head soccer coach at Southport, wanted me back the next year as his assistant, and spoke to the assistant principal at Southport about finding a position for me at the school. I was offered a job as the permanent building substitute teacher, which I accepted because it allowed me to continue coaching, and it kept my foot wedged in that door I had heard so much about. 

At the beginning of the second semester, the assistant principal called me into her office to discuss a job possibility. RISE Learning Center, a co-op in the township that serviced students with special needs, had an immediate opening for a teacher. The job would require me to return to school to receive my endorsement in teaching student with disabilities, but it would also bump me up to Master's level pay. I was extremely excited about the possibility of teaching again and making more than $70 dollars a day for a 180 days, so I prepared for my interview and gave it my best shot. This was my 26th interview I had been on since graduating college, and I was cautiously hopeful. I had my interview, and was allowed to sit in the classroom and observe for a day. I knew this was something I could do, and I went home and prayed for a miracle. A day later, on a Friday, the principal at RISE called me and offered me the job. I met with HR on Monday, and started teaching on Tuesday. Thus began my official teaching career in January of 2006. 

My job at RISE consisted of teaching core subjects to students with severe emotional disabilities. What this really meant was surviving each day, counseling students with really jacked up home lives and pasts, and trying to get through some sort of academia each day. I fell in love with my job, and I was very excited to teach something that matters. I gravitated more towards teaching English to these students, just because that is my natural bent. 

I continued to teach at RISE until the end of the 2009 school year. At the end of 2009, Perry township in essence took their students with emotional disabilities out of the RISE co-op, so my job was transferred from RISE to Perry township as part of the Alternative Educational Program. In 2007 I had been promoted to the varsity soccer coach at Southport High School, so this move to the AEP excited me since the AEP is literally directly across the street from Southport, and I was able to help develop a brand new program for my students with new technology and resources. My excitement dissipated over the course of the second year at the AEP as the promises of resources and changes disappeared like a ghost in a fog, and I thought about looking for a change. I had been teaching English for 4 years now, and I loved it. I had always been a bookworm growing up, and loved to write, so it was a natural fit. I was technically highly qualified to teach English, but as the law dictated, if I moved building or positions, I lost that designation. Thankfully, our state superintendent, in one of his only moves that I didn't find deplorable or asinine (and maybe it was still that way, but it benefited me, so I didn't really care) allowed teachers with a current teaching license to be licensed in another content area provided that they pass that content area test. Thanks to my photographic memory, passing tests had always been a speciality of mine, so I decided to sign up and take the secondary language arts Praxis II in the summer of 2011. I passed the test with relative ease, and immediately let the principal at Southport know I was now licensed to teach English. Unfortunately, with it being late in the summer, all English positions had already been filled, so I decided to keep continue at the AEP until something opened up.

In a crazy twist of events, I didn't have to wait very long. On the day before school started, actually on the bus ride to our first soccer game of that year, the principal at SHS called me and told me they had an English job open up at SHS and I would be moved over to the position the next day. I was in shock, and incredibly unprepared. Thankfully, some logistics had to be worked out, and I was told the job would be mine, but it would have to wait for some school board decisions due to contractual issues. I started my year at AEP, reluctantly informed my assistants of what was going down, and started to mentally prepare for my job at SHS. I was told it would probably be around mid-October when I was actually transferred over, but, as this whole crazy situation continued to play out, I was again smacked in the face with unexpected news one mid-September morning.

On the above mentioned morning, my AEP supervisor came in and told me congratulations and she was sad to be losing me, but she understand why I was leaving. At this point, under instruction for the assistant superintendent, I had told only 2 people of the pending move, and she wasn't one of them. I looked at her with bewilderment, and asked her what she was talking about. She said she heard was being transferred to Southport the next day, and I told her it would have been nice to know if someone would have informed me. I called the principal at SHS and asked her what was going on, and she confirmed that I was being transferred over the next day, and she was getting ready to call me to let me know. I mentally and physically recovered from the news, continued my last day at AEP, and started to prepare for my new journey at Southport.

Monday starts my tenth year as a member of the SHS staff and my third year as one of their teachers in the best department in the building. I doubt many people have taken this road or a similar one to their current teaching jobs, but it reassures my belief that I am where I am meant to be. There is truly no other job I would rather have, no other place I would rather work, and no other people I would rather work with, unless Stephen King, Jurgen Klinsmann, Sir Alex, or Pep Guardiola come calling. This is my journey; this is who I am.

Monday, July 1, 2013

Here...we...go!

Recently, I was honored to take part in the Hoosier Writing Project Summer Institute, which is part of the National Writing Project. In a gist, NWP is an organization of teacher-leaders who have a passion for writing and teaching writing, and are the front runners in researching, developing, and collaborating together to enhance student literacy. The Hoosier Writing Project is a local chapter of the Nation Writing Project, and the membership is currently around 250 people. I spent 13 days with some of the most passionate, effective writers I have ever met. We talked, laughed, learned, and just spent time writing. In the end, the entire experience was one of the best experiences of my life, and was by far the best professional development I have ever taken part in. Outside helping me gain some amazing strategies to use with my students this year, the Institute really encouraged me and lit a fire in me to write more. I did a variety of writings over the last two weeks, and I can't wait to continue. In an effort to continue writing, I am going to keep a daily blog of my year in teaching. I am not just going to try, and I am going to DO (as Yoda says, "Do or do not, there is no try"). I am not sure what direction this will take, but I know there will be at least 183 posts, and probably some on breaks as well. I may share some of my non-blog writings, but I will definitely be sharing my experiences this year as I teach. This is going to be real and raw, with my own mix of sarcasm mixed in because, well, I wouldn't know how to survive without it. Follow me on my journey if you will, and let me be your Virgil through a year in the life of a high school English teacher who also happens to coach soccer (a rarity and enigma, I know). Below is a 55-word short story (title included in the word count) I wrote during the Summer Institute. I would love for any readers, if I actually have any, to try this, and share their work!


Nerf War


The guns were cocked and loaded. The young boy and his father took their opposing positions.

They stealthily moved through the house looking for their prey.
Each spotted the other and rapidly aimed their guns. Triggers were pulled and bullets flew.
Both bullets found their targets, and the bodies fell to their demise.